i went to my jc graduation dinner in a twenty dollar black dress my girlfriend brought along for me that i sewed up on one side just before dinner so it wouldn't look like its price :) complete with slip on sandals and borrowed accessories. no one other than the girls who made it possible knew :)Catch Walt Disney Pictures' High School Musical 3: Senior Year in cinemas from October 24!
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008
don't you have friends who exasperate you to no end? :)
and at the end of the day, these are still the girls that i love the most. :) monday nights out at the cbd area. yawning and with cramps, i wondered why i was on the bus for 1 hour plus just to rush for dinner. and when i got there? i wondered no more. seeing tan, pri, goli and cassie boo. and then being surprised by zek and boh finding her way to the restaurant, i had the loveliest time ever. bye bye sakae and hello sushi tei, suki, ichiban. we had plans and it was to be in december. but december no more! we'll see what we can do in three weeks. cassie says. i'm so glad exco is back in full force. and you know what? i totally agree. :) i'm a happy girl. are you? :)))) who cares if i have double chin triple chin whatever.
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Friday, June 20, 2008
what i really miss from hkg. i think they'd make the flu go away. i've just been saddled with the tall order of managing a p5 class. eve does 5A, ms na in 5B and me in 5C. i know ms na's more than willing to help but i have no idea what i'm needing help in currently. and of all times to fall sick. the last time i needed to use a nasal spray, you were with me. things are happening twice over aren't they. and now i've learnt to deal. or learning. as the case may be.
thank God for friends at school. jo's in green and angie's in purple. angie's my neighbour, next table to me. we have a grocery system list. jo's in charge of beverages and chocolates. i'm getting cereals and granola and angie gets vitasoy (we all get one everyday, she buys by the cartons) and granola bars and pretzels. it's a lousy system. since we'd all just buy whatever whenever :)
because i have them, friends and not just colleagues, that smile and silly pose is gonna be forever on in the next two years at least. i really do hope. :)
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
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Sunday, June 15, 2008
i have a cap face! lol. i finally found a cap that doesn't make me look horrid. yay. sigh. it's like something that you always believed and now has been proven to not be true. not that it's a bad thing in this case. but just like in general. lots of things. santa claus, people close to your heart. *shrugs. we had people clapping today at main after we did prince of peace. the feeling of singing it was awesome. but the songs before that got me thinking. about how i am undeserving. yet my king should die for me. the lion in narnia. my head doesnt stay on my head much. my thoughts bring me to places i don't really comprehend. and i zone out a lot. i've had people nudge me too often these few days. auntie wan yee says it's normal. it's an anniversary feeling. those two words. are just ironically painful. i stayed over last night. because it's not healthy to be home alone. mr tomato isn't my best friend no more. stuff toys who have a perpetual smile. *shakes head.
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Thursday, June 12, 2008
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Wednesday, June 04, 2008
i love this. :) happy birthday daryl. for being your ever perfect self. you'll never know how much i liked being walked to church. even though it was a terrible rain and we had to take off our shoes to dry off at service. i liked hearing you sing behind me at church. for loving mushrooms and my breakfast box. the girlfriend hy was the best. exam stress and there i was announcing my arrival one day in advance and she didn't even sweat it. she minded me not for watching topchef, using adium, meeting all her friends, watching les mis together while she still had her last paper., going to markets... and making london possible. :) ten days. ten days to be alone. to seek God. to hear Him. to feel Him. to draw near. to rediscover my childlike disposition to life. to leave the past behind. to move on. to forgive, to release. to leave the world behind. it was too tall an order to fill. i came home to see it shatter to pieces. to have that shakey feeling inside that was reminiscent of the worst times. returning the box was painful. getting another. was the last thing i ever wanted. i really ever wanted. it made me scared. it made me angry. it made me want to cry. it made me ever so sure. that this is not what i want. and it made me frustrated. that it's you i'd still go back to. i don't know why God put me through this. i really could have done without it. but i hope and believe in His promises. jeremiah 29:11 is true. God cannot lie. i'm thankful for hongkong. it's me time and mummy time. and grandpa. things are the same. exactly the same. i left for hongkong broken. this time. it's for healing. i hope and pray. that I'll come back happy. that His joy will indeed be my strength. that things. will fall into place. hold me in prayer. please. :) x
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